love that hurts

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

fly with colours

" Take a chance. Take a risk. What you built may not be as unstable as you thought. Take a step back and admire what you've done because in the end, it might be worth it. And if it's not, you learned a lesson in life and you will have grown wiser. So live your life without regrets, take chances and risks, and see how far you can fly."

motivate yourself

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.....

1st from me

ari ni, ari prtama ak jd blogger. hehehe... men try je. sbnrnya, lama da ak nak wat blog, tp, masa x mngizinkan. everything changes in or life. baby will become child, child to adult, adult become old, and soon will die. thats the process of life. kpale ak srabut sbnrnya skrg.mcm2 ak nk tulis sbnrnya, tp bkn skarang masanya. i need time 2 forget all this pain first. love come and go, but life must go on. until next time. daaaa....